I can only imagine the heartbreak you feel today. Two months ago, we finally got news you were going to be a father. For a year and a half, we received bad news after more bad news. But this time, the pregnancy test was positive! I never cried so many happy tears in my life.
We were ecstatic and started planning the future immediately. All my fears of being pregnant disappeared as I was already in love with the growing fetus in my uterus. We couldn't believe we were finally given the blessing to add a third to our family.
We were so nervous for our first ultrasound appointment. And I guess we had a reason for that when we heard our OB tell us he had bad news. The first thing you did was comfort me. You were so worried about me, you didn't let yourself feel it until we got to the car.
It's now been two months and even though you don't talk about it very much, I know it still hurts you. Every time you see a baby or toddler running around, I can see it on your face. But I know we will get there one day.
But I want you to know, you are the most amazing human I know. You have been my rock, my encourager, my supporter, and the first one to push me towards my dreams. Thank you for always being there for me.
I can't wait for us to be parents in the future. Until then, I am happy knowing I get to spend everyday with you.